Yeah! Went to the doctor yesterday and got the final results of the scans. The thing on my lung is a calcification and not cancer. My lungs are clear.
I did not know what to do but hug the doctor. He did not seem fully receptive to this because I think he did not know what it is like to be almost dead from the last cancer treatment round, especially when I was almost retirement age, not through paying for my house and had debts. He would not know this low end of it all, based on his mild delivery of the information.
Still, I gave him a bit of a hug. He smiled. That was nice.
Then, I came home and did not know what to do. I was frozen for the night. I phoned my long-time friend who now lives 3000 miles away. She was happy to hear the news. I needed to tell someone. Not going to tell others. It creates too much of a sad story about oneself. Don't need that reputation right now.
This is a good day. The day after the news. Working on what I need to do and getting things done.
My new motto. "Live for today, it really matters."
Blessings to all my supporters and thank you God.
I did not know what to do but hug the doctor. He did not seem fully receptive to this because I think he did not know what it is like to be almost dead from the last cancer treatment round, especially when I was almost retirement age, not through paying for my house and had debts. He would not know this low end of it all, based on his mild delivery of the information.
Still, I gave him a bit of a hug. He smiled. That was nice.
Then, I came home and did not know what to do. I was frozen for the night. I phoned my long-time friend who now lives 3000 miles away. She was happy to hear the news. I needed to tell someone. Not going to tell others. It creates too much of a sad story about oneself. Don't need that reputation right now.
This is a good day. The day after the news. Working on what I need to do and getting things done.
My new motto. "Live for today, it really matters."
Blessings to all my supporters and thank you God.
