A Do Over, Do Over, Do Over...til done. Figuring It Out.

All I need now is a do over.
I am only giving myself 11 days this time instead of 21. More concentrated period of time. . . more concentration.
Let's go!
Okay, a bit was done thus far in the 11 days stretch. 5 days are left.
Sit, sit, sit! Only 3 days left!!! What was that which Ernest Hemingway said? "Writing is easy. Just sit and bleed." ... well, something like that.
Two days now.

Last day. Nothing. BUT . . . I did figure out that I need to completely revise my TOC before I start writing. That is actually useful. Going to reduce my number of days to 7 this time around.

Begin -- Monday and finish by Sunday.
Go!!!!!!
...so nothing works that I've tried thus far. Nothing. I've been at this since last April. No scientist, books, tapes or other have worked. Today is Monday and I have 14 days to be done. Going to use my own method ... the dismiss all the rest method. Going inside my head now. Going. Bye for now and I'll report back in 14 days.

Now 14 days are over and it didn't/I didn't work. I am now going to try a new meditation program. Five days from now I'll check in again. That's Saturday.

How many do overs thus far? Too many to count.  I will never, never, ever give up trying!