Making My Motivation

I sit here waiting and hoping that I can motivate myself... to do anything. I want to move for 20-30 minutes a day. I want to clean the rest of my house. I want to finish the books I am writing. I want to launch my business website. Why can't I make my motivation? No one else is going to do this for me.

I study motivation books and I read materials to get started on all these goals but nothing changes. I continue to stall. I write the list of must do and I continue to extend the deadline.

I cannot blame the cancer for my lack of ability to make my motivation. Instead, I will just do it. I feel anger building. Perhaps there is a purpose for anger. 

To solve these problems I may research EFT tonight.