OK. It is 12 days until my final chemo treatment and my mojo is back. Happened this morning. I am a raging ball of energy. I'm directing it towards my research and writing rather than cleaning this time. There is no time to spare. I might be able to do a couple of things in those 11 days in between. Hope so. Then all this might be something that was not such a waste. I am glad to receive treatments and hope to get better but if life means sleeping most of the time then what's the purpose?
The other thing is that I want to lose another bit of weight. This time 30 pounds. I have 28 to go. It must be possible on 1200 calories a day. In one week I hope to be 169 lbs - down ten from what I am now by really focusing on the diet and being unable to keep things down due to the chemo.
Anyway, my big push right now is to get to Thursday, that is in three days, I want to write my first paper since I went on chemo. Hope my mojo stays with me during these three days.
Check out a young women's blog on her journey. http://cancerspot.org/category/awareness/
The other thing is that I want to lose another bit of weight. This time 30 pounds. I have 28 to go. It must be possible on 1200 calories a day. In one week I hope to be 169 lbs - down ten from what I am now by really focusing on the diet and being unable to keep things down due to the chemo.
Anyway, my big push right now is to get to Thursday, that is in three days, I want to write my first paper since I went on chemo. Hope my mojo stays with me during these three days.
Check out a young women's blog on her journey. http://cancerspot.org/category/awareness/
