This morning I had an appointment to find out about radiation treatments that will follow my chemo. I have an aggressive cancer that is currently being treated with chemo and then finally with radiation. I am very scared of the radiation. I had a melt down today.
It is 30 days, every day, of radiation. I don't know how I am going to handle this but right now, psychologically, it is interfering with my plan to write while I am taking these treatments. I had to sleep all afternoon today.
As well, my doctor called to tell me I am low on potassium so I bought some bananas today. I now hate bananas. I tried to eat one and I gagged. Perhaps pistachios will be better. I'll try milk, orange juice, pistachios, and bananas to get the potassium level up. It is very important to do this.
God help me. Pray for me if you read my blog.
It is 30 days, every day, of radiation. I don't know how I am going to handle this but right now, psychologically, it is interfering with my plan to write while I am taking these treatments. I had to sleep all afternoon today.
As well, my doctor called to tell me I am low on potassium so I bought some bananas today. I now hate bananas. I tried to eat one and I gagged. Perhaps pistachios will be better. I'll try milk, orange juice, pistachios, and bananas to get the potassium level up. It is very important to do this.
God help me. Pray for me if you read my blog.
