I know what to expect and I know all the rules. Still, this does not help me to release the tension I feel. I bought a wig the other day to deal with the hair loss but I'm almost thinking that just being hairless will be better. My eyebrows and my eyelashes, not to mention other hair, will be gone temporarily as well. I wonder what I will feel like and I wonder what I will look like. It is truly scary.
Last week I stopped taking photos of the surgery. It's all healing now and doesn't seem to look so odd. This next 4 days is going to be very busy...beyond the four days and into the next 15 days will be busy, too. I hope I can sustain enough energy to handle it all.
God, help me.
Last week I stopped taking photos of the surgery. It's all healing now and doesn't seem to look so odd. This next 4 days is going to be very busy...beyond the four days and into the next 15 days will be busy, too. I hope I can sustain enough energy to handle it all.
God, help me.
