Ten Days After Surgery

The remaining bandages began to peel off. They came off in the shower. It was interesting to see how big and long the stitches are. There are two rows. Everything is black and blue. The skin is sticky from the bandages but I did not use Googone this time. I just placed a piece of Kleenex over the spot. Nothing hurts a lot but you know that it isn't right. Getting better every day in every way.

Still depressed beyond measure at times. I cannot believe how deep this depression goes. Moreover my best friends have moved away to another city and I miss them, too. The combination has not been great. I don't want to follow my friends just to keep everything as it was. That does not work. Time for change but it must be smart change.

There is no point in leaving what I do or in leaving my house until I know that I can live comfortably.
I am thinking of a way to add to my income.  It must be something that will bring in a lot of money quickly and then steadily. I need that. I wonder what it will be. I will give myself all day tomorrow to decide. Making plans.